But the worst feeling is stuck not knowing what ot do anymore and you can't do this but you can't do that and you feel like everytihng is ging ot be yuor fault or you're in the wornf still and you can't do anything you're stuckk
you're just a doll and you can't do anything because what can you do you don't know
you want ot know what to do because you fucking forgoet gho you are and you still wlanna put someone else before you and kill off oyuor health
you don't have an outlet for it or you can't find a good one or people will look daty for hurting yourself and you are not allowed to do that so I am beggin you
What can I do?
looking at gore doesn't even hwelp much I dunno what to do
I don't want ot get help becuase I am not use to it
i need hel pbut I don';t know what it is like so I rather not get it
i hate you all
the human race is a horrible mistake
I am a horrbiel mistake I can't do anything becuase I dunno what to do and if what I want ot do is alright I don't care about myslef as much as i care about myslef.
Listening to: Oye Niña - XRIZ